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hi, actually i already secretly keep this feeling almost 3 years hm . and maybe one of my bestfriends know bout it but just roughly . i dont know how to start writing but yaa i'll try . its actually about the volley team ha i will never use "myvolleyteam" cuz i dont even think im one of them . start with team kolej . yaa i know that they are so good in volley and i am not that good sampai my coach takbagi peluang langsung kat aku untuk main waktu kakom . okay bukanlah takmain langsung but aku boleh kira beerapa kali je aku main. ah senang kata yg lawan team bodoh2 tu dorang masukkan lah aku, time lawan team gempak pandang aku pun tak . damn . aku bukan lah nak benci coach aku yg sebenarnya lecturer aku sendiri but im just disappointed . masa game quarter final lawan kmm tu hm boleh dikatakan almost all af us under pms and tau tau la mesti mood swing punya kan and time tu dorang main sumpah terabur and moody. yang hebat spike sampai spike terabur, taklepas, yg biasa ma

i'll write this cuz i know that no one will read this ., i dont know exactly how and when i hv this feeling towards him, but i know it is real . maybe mulanya bila one of my best buddy told me that he trid to avoid us (both of us) . yaa time tu rasa maybe kut sbb dia layan yg lain sama je but not us . then we both made a decision to meet him and face to face ask what is his problem actually . his action make us so awkward . and end up he said that he actually does not hv any problem and seekfor forgiveness for his bad . and after that dia okay la dengan aku . but a little awkward with my best buddy (let me present her as S) . okay end here. i dont know the real time this things happen, but after the f2f session tu dia rajin reply my insta story . mula2 dgn emoji , then start la with a word then .... seterusnya . masa tu rasa mcm " alaa biasa laa tu saja nak cari pasal" and im okay with that . i didnt even tell my best buddies bout that sbb akan me